Thursday 24 July 2014

Pathetic.



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I’ve never really seen the pathetic side of my depression before but it’s so sad that it’s rather funny. I moved my trousers into my wardrobe to stop my OCD since I didn’t want to aggravate it. I took a step backwards, accidentally stepping on the Aladdin jigsaw and misplacing a few pieces. Nothing broken that couldn’t be fixed instantly and yet I fell upon the floor in a heap, like discarded clothing in a teenager’s room. The snotty, crying, sexy mess that was me fixed that puzzle even in the deluded state of pathetic being. It’s not really funny at all. I felt like the world had ended. Now I just feel numb.

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